1st January 2010 New Year’s Day
I’ve been putting this off but it has to be done.
Professionally, personally and martially 2009 was a challenging, disappointing and frustrating year. Cut loose some entanglements, made new ones. Huge commitment in all areas, but I failed to progress as I planned/expected to.
…And yet… there were some achievements and new directions which were unexpectedly rewarding. So much for goals lol.
Fitness and strength - improved, largely thanks to the intensity of the Ashihara training, which I never really expected to start let alone continue with. But I stopped running and couldn’t even find time for much walking in the last part of the year. So I’m going to increase the Ashihara commitment to two classes a week this year. And I’ve made a start on deadlifting, whole new thing for me, purely physical and completely measurable. An important new part of the mix, once per week.
Mobility – some gains – arms, shoulders and neck, torso and rolling – and some losses. I’m not sure whether my hip flexibility has deteriorated or if I’m just more aware now of the limitations/inadequacies. Continued, regular (daily – somehow?) commitment to Intuflow is just going to be critical. And I need to include more yoga (time!)
Physical Fighting Skills – movement, timing, targeting, strategy improving very gradually. Systema work awesome here, another unexpected beginning, going to continue with 2-3 sessions a week.
Mental Stuff – old patterning has been a major, at times devastating obstacle
Huge task of re-programming has begun, and clear evidence of new instincts developing.
I’ve learnt a huge amount
I love this.
I’ve pushed the boundaries of fear and stress further, been in places I was really challenged. Hated but necessary.
Dark Side Circuit – started well, suffered as the year went on. The challenge of sticking to self-initiated training the hardest thing of all for me.
Sanchin – pivotal, pulls all of the above together. I keep revisiting, working on moving and striking, moving and striking.
So much to do. I’ve never been good at goals – too flaky and eclectic, not single-minded enough. But theres a bit of a plan here at least.
Think I feel better for writing it all down, maybe the year not as bad as I thought!